WWIII

Dear diaries,
It is a weird time we live in right now. It gets harder everyday to wake up and dream and work hard, it is even hard to actually have a dream and hope at this moment. Do we even exist in the future we are dreaming of? I guess a lot of people are now valuing peace and the smallest moments of our daily lives more than ever. Adding to everything happening around, I do have my own failures too and my own challenges to face. This world is miserable and if I know one thing it is to not bring a child to this messy world. dear reader, I know this might sound so pessimistic to you and u might think I am depressed and at my lowest at the moment, but in the contrary I am actually still working and dreaming everyday including this very moment. Tomorrow is the first day of my new miserable, low paid, boring job. Actually the only job I was able to secure the last 2 years. Funny huh?
Anything is better than nothing i guess, I wanna make a progress in this path to MAYBE break the rejection curse I am having. Sometimes I question if my email is spamming me with all these rejections but then I open tiktok and i realize this is just life in 2026.
Anyways, this was a little update. Excuse my very bad writing, this is a way to learn and improve too, - i guess-.

• Until next time.